Following the Jesus story wherever it leads

Poet. Theologian.
Spiritual Director.

Making the unspeakable speakable — through poetry, theology, and the practice of sitting with what is.

Post-Christian Contemplative Queer Affirming
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One-on-One Work
Spiritual Direction

Trauma-informed, queer-inclusive accompaniment for people deconstructing, reconstructing, or just trying to hear themselves think.

Currently accepting directees

I don't come with answers — I come with presence, and the ability to hold space while the Spirit does her work.

No matter what your relationship with God or church is, you have a place at this table.

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Newsletter & Archive
The Cluttered Mouth

Poetry, prose, prayer, and protest. Essays on theology and the life we carry. For everything stuck in the throat.

Podcast
All Things Made New

DIY conversations at the intersection of faith, flesh, and the everyday. Grace, grief, doubt, and resurrection in the cracks.


One-on-One Work

Spiritual Direction

I've been deconstructing and reconstructing my own faith for over twenty years. I don't come with answers — I come with presence, and with the ability to hold space while the Spirit does her work.

I work from a trauma-informed lens, am fully queer inclusive, and I love sitting with people who are in the middle of something hard and holy. No matter what your relationship with church or God is, you have a place at this table.

I am currently accepting new directees. If you're curious, reach out — no commitment required.

I'll be in touch.


Writing

The Cluttered Mouth

Poetry, essays, and theological prose — published when something is ready to be said. Read free. Support the work when you're able.

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Podcast

All Things Made New

DIY conversations at the intersection of faith, flesh, and the everyday — exploring the Christian spirituality of being human. Friends, thinkers, and fellow wanderers talking about grace, grief, doubt, hope, and what it means to live in a world where resurrection keeps showing up in the cracks.

Low-fi and honest — the kind of conversation you'd want to have with a friend who takes both faith and doubt seriously. No tidy answers. No performance. Just two people thinking out loud about what it means to be alive and paying attention.

Come as you are.

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Words in Your Inbox

Poetry, essays, and theology from The Cluttered Mouth — sent when something is ready to be said.


Aaron J. Smith

Aaron J. Smith

I'm a poet, a post-Christian theologian, a spiritual director, and something of a mess — in the way that paying attention to the world tends to make you.

I follow the way of the Jesus story without needing the institution to come with it. My theology begins in the body: Christ's, mine, and the world's. I hold kenosis — self-donating love — as the through-line connecting the Trinity, the cross, the table, and the life we're asked to live.

I grew up in Utah. I live in the Pacific Northwest with my wife and two kids. I drink too much coffee and not enough water.